sorry

worst mothers day ever~ im at fault anyways.. first the workload of FYp and i lost my recette book~ fucking shit! i cook for them dinner ~ all i wanted was other to serve the rice and stuff ~ miscommunication here and there.. i got furious i lost my head stomp to my room since the kitchen is hot~ went out of my room to continue my project they were waiting for me ~ i raise my voice *which was not neccesery at all.. =_='' i guess all lost thier appetite to eat.. im sorry mum i cant be the daugther you dream off~ im not perfect .. sorry sis i m dick recently ~

last few months was hard for me~i lost my close friend ,i tresure them alot* will not elebrate on it*  lots of projects skool work group work.. i never thought i would crack. there is nothing happy to report about my life since the new years. im tired ~! very tired ~ sleep deprive ~ end up bottling up my emotion, my anger became worst, sensitive bitch~ god i hate what i have become~ hate it.. not to mention i have nightmare these dayz.. its scary i never have dreams i rarely have them ..My head is mess up , very mess up ~ hidding in the closet from the society .. no time for cosplay ..  i don care if anyone is reading this.. i just need to let it out my heart is not strong enough ~ i need anger management class.. its sfor my own good ..

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IM SORRY MUM