sorry

worst mothers day ever~ im at fault anyways.. first the workload of FYp and i lost my recette book~ fucking shit! i cook for them dinner ~ all i wanted was other to serve the rice and stuff ~ miscommunication here and there.. i got furious i lost my head stomp to my room since the kitchen is hot~ went out of my room to continue my project they were waiting for me ~ i raise my voice *which was not neccesery at all.. =_='' i guess all lost thier appetite to eat.. im sorry mum i cant be the daugther you dream off~ im not perfect .. sorry sis i m dick recently ~

last few months was hard for me~i lost my close friend ,i tresure them alot* will not elebrate on it*  lots of projects skool work group work.. i never thought i would crack. there is nothing happy to report about my life since the new years. im tired ~! very tired ~ sleep deprive ~ end up bottling up my emotion, my anger became worst, sensitive bitch~ god i hate what i have become~ hate it.. not to mention i have nightmare these dayz.. its scary i never have dreams i rarely have them ..My head is mess up , very mess up ~ hidding in the closet from the society .. no time for cosplay ..  i don care if anyone is reading this.. i just need to let it out my heart is not strong enough ~ i need anger management class.. its sfor my own good ..

PS
IM SORRY MUM

wazzup~

been awhile, Life been tough with skool and family.. school been consuming 95% of my time and i don remember that i studied so hard in my life.. but sad to say i don enough credit .. i need to make up for extra credit lost. had 6 month attachment in 9jan to 9 july.. my third attachment wad great learn alot from my mentor at pamplemousse~ i never thought i like cooking ..but im still persue PAStry. im having hard time rite now adjusting with my current life ~ no time for hobbies.no time for anything ..

till another time ~

update

Hello!!

i've been so dead in here,current life is sucking the life out of me !!. i left my company since April and started skool. 7 month have pass since ! omg so fast !! Today i had supper with my ex colleague, watch real steel then we go karaoke ! wow look at the time 4.33am just reach home. After 2 months we had another gatherin ~ it was crazy ~!

they give useful advice .. gave me motivation to move forward ~ also i shoulder the burden of their expectation on me ~ i don want to disappoint them ~ they taught me alot~

LULU!! learn alot from her !

Elise !! i love her skill!!

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Master Edina from france!! we go work there 1 day!

Opps! i forgot to take pic with twop other guys!! Grandmaster !! XD

skool havent been so great ~ nah not my result but maybe i m tired ~

UPDATE 2011

OKIES im a pig i havent updated this blog properly ~ ever since i started my Attachment,9months ago.. now im a student of IPB(instistut Paul Bocuse) Culinary art and restaurant management

Wine module

now i have alot of homework,project,R&D duh im no longer nitec student ~ OMG french lesson is giving me hard time ~ DAMN!!! rolls every day go home super late~ macam work power ar ~ but no complain la i choose this ~ havent seen our step father i heard he is having class~ even he go study ~ i got CHEESE test TMR .. i can still update this power!!! i must be CRAZY!!!

TODAY is our 1 month Anniversary stated by Aidah ~

more french classical dishes coming up~ i must brase myself~

Licence 2 play coming up~ and COSFEST baby!!

bored

Je Suiss Etudiant Institut Paul Bucous !!!

Mod's swing 2011

upcoming event held at Home Club on 1 May 2011 !!

7pm to late morning!!

dress up people!!

will cover this event!

yo ~~ is been 8 months since i started working at four season hotel ~

it was an awesome experience !! hrm time to say good bye to them since im starting school again ~ T^T met really good chef or chef to be there !.eddy, eric, ling ling, edina and lulu!! my sempai!! im staying as part timer for weekend function~ $$$ i haven't had time for cosplay or anything ! =_= but i find other ways to entertain myself .. but being away from cosplay makes me feel like im no longer interested in it ~ thou im trying to cosplay again, cant seem to find a char that i like. hrm i don blame the current anime or game, maybe its just me that lost interest .. sigh (whack myself)

found my first white hair~!~ HAHhaha lols MUST BE THE LACK OF SLEEP~ XD when im not working i receive cake orders.. not sure if i lost weight or gain.. =_=''

i have change my hotmail.. my previous one i cant seem to sign in to it~

new hotmail= DMsasaki@hotmail.sg
x

never give up!

sayaka !! cute right!! *blush *

you have my everlasting support! ^w^

im alive

first im been too busy catching up with skeep and i rarely come here anymore ~ Stare at my rats pic!! damn cute right?

bancho breakfast liao!

awesome moon cake!

started qorking on this!! hahaha! shoot date? god knows when!! coz my work super strange one!

$500 will fly end of this month to buy my katana!!

yOOOOOOOO!!!!! work work work ~ aku got no life~ commonly stated by Ashley~

today is off~ so i shall go out tomorrow~ yay! cut my hair~ sigh !! they cut my side burns!!! WTF!!!

update

wazzup~~~ im very busy with work nowadays~ so i wont be active here~ only facebook~ =_='' but not all the time~ my whole body is Cramp~ this is even better then Gym MAN!! plus my fore arms have bruises ! WTH the trays hit la that la~ FUN man!! hrm~ im sleeping soon tomorrow Busy day~

monday i have to attend a diploma talk ~ with my parent~ lucky chef allow me to change my off day~ not much diff coz tue switch to monday! mauahaha but have to attend mah!! important!! XD cant wait for the talk~i want to pass the interview man~ some french school~ after the diploma i can persue a degree but must fly to france~ =_=''''

i miss YOKO, MOON XioaSYAH!! and my black shift Mates!! seriously ~ ~ hrm ~ everyday look at him damn shuai!! miss him so much!! haha! already Taken !! =D

chow!!

misery~

Love this song~

i hear wedding BELLS!!

manage too crash Cosfest

khai ~ got this from him

random rants

hehehe~ im mostly in my nothing box this days~ IA coming up soon~ bros wedding~ and wat made me laugh is that i got a few request for cosplaying girl character ~>_<'' LOLS!!! okok ~ haiz ~ first i need to lose more weight~ and tone up first before i will even want to do girl char~ XD

update~

yo~ went to help out at CCK kitchen~ then xuan wei plus MD went also ~ had fun~ playing in the new kitchen ~ we were not really playing but help out~ with the barang2 !the campus is awesome without the humans ~ cant imagine 8000 student in the campus i bang wall sia!~

shall just spam picture ~!

new Demo ktichen~

in the car bah~

stuff them at the back muahahah

never foget about our FREEZER!

yo wazzup~

random thing just pop into my head!!

okita
hijikata
saito
etc
plus a ugly pig ! does this reminds you of a series?? ooyes!~!~ but remove the ugly pig la~ replace it with a woman name chizuru? thus it change the series ? hahaha

hakuokuki HQ (scene 1 act 1 action)
just another RAID operation, okita went to ask hiji about the plan ..

Okita> soo... wats the plan?
Hijikata>hrmmmmmmm....... (staring across the room~ =_=)
Okita> ehhhhhh..... ETO??

while this is happening, Chizuru enter the room with Tea

Chizuru> hijikata-san here's tea, what are you guys up to?? =D
okita> we are planning our next raid ~ ^_^
Chizuru> is there anything i can help you guys with?? =/

hijikata>STOOD UP~ with a smirk!!! hrm Okita ! go tie chizuru down as our bait ! the chousu will be there ! plus she is cute ! they will fall for it!

(Scene 1 act 2) to be continue

nah i bored and random picture's just ran across my empty BRAIN of mine ~ XD those 3 name on top i wish to cosplay as them together with my SIDOOH series ~ so it would be a bloody shoot~ on time on target kind~ XD hahaha

PS. cleanin the whole house plus giving it a new look sucks~ =_=

from now onwards no more cosplay for me~ T_T sigh~ even events i wont be there~ bye guys~ see you on the flip side~ maybe shoots but they are not my groups ~

oi chu chit tunnel!

tommy hevenly6 was ranting about them !! shall start getting the tabs ~ and play it !! duh!! XD need to buy neww strings for the acoustic guitar~ coz it snap while i was tunnin it =_=''' mum watchin dungdut? hrm ok ok~ 3 bicycke havent cleanans pump~ shit lot of chores not done ~ meeting up with thief! almost 1 year havent meet up~ so much for besties! XD hahaha~

ESAT!!!!!!!!! ESAT!!!!!!!!!!! like how dee would say it~

back to harass my husband sx guitar

yo dah lame tak tulis entry bahasa melayu!! lepak sial!! XDD okok melayu aku dah teruk! ade hati nak tulis ni!! buat gelak oii!! XD ok lah aku tak ade life sia! lagi tengok the noose baik ke pe~ SOCCER FEVER= sakit bola?? muahahahaha giler!! besok nak jumper thief ade makan lunch dengan si tikus to! chow la lepak shiak tulis melayu!

tommy heavenly6 hoho my fav band!!! awsome album!!! back tracking old songs !! girl band is awesome !!!!!!!! shall start going to jam again!~ bet my skills are rusty~


ps marie model for vivi mag is pretty!! <3 <3 <3